I've got a special friend
That I see each day
We like to sit and talk
Sometimes we just play
Do you know who I'm talkin' about
Gonna let my secret out
Grandma, that's who
Grandma always takes the time
To make this young boy feel so fine
She's got her special ways
To chase the clouds away
And make the sun come out to shine
Grandma I'm glad that you're mine
When I head on out to school
She waves goodbye
And of course on Sunday nights
There's apple pie
I love the stories so
Of the days long ago
Grandma, I love you
Grandma
Why Father
you were there when I cried - I screamed
It would not be forgotten
A slave to the poison that dragged us down
We must suffer for your fucking incapabilities
And she could not see you destroy her
I can't even grasp the pictures that
you implanted in my mind
MY MIND
Must overcome and impale you with
the epitomes of your actions
We loved so much
Now I won't let myself hate you less
Now you're dead
You haven't suffered enough
I wish I could have been the one
who crushed your heart
With my despaired hand letting
your unruly blood flow
And your burned flesh lie collapsed
Are you proud?